the labour leader 's secret cribsheets also reveal how he planned to ` relish the chance to show who i am ' .
and in handwritten notes , mr miliband appears to exhort himself to ` use the people at home ' .
embarrassingly for the labour leader , the ten pages of notes were apparently left behind in the salford itv studios where mr miliband clashed with david cameron , nick clegg and four other party leaders .